| This is the first out of ... I don't know yet but these are the Diary entrances from a girl named Jayleen. Jayleen is only 17 and has growned up fater then she thought she would in life. Her life has been a roller coaster stuck in a down spiral tunnel that seems to never let her off. |
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Dear Diary 4Dear Diary,Dear Diary 4
Well things still aren't looking great, but I'm still looking for that silver lining. My mother has finally stopped crying, and I'm finally getting clued in on everything that is happening to my family. I think the one thing I like that's happening is that my parents are telling my what's happening, but then again when I think about it knowing isn't all that great its really more depressing at least in the dark I didn't have a lot of fears. Diary I'm still wondering what it belike if I just died, wondering if I really can take my life, but then I start to think about how my death would put more chains on my pare
by ~blugirlnomore
Dear Diary 3Dear Diary,Dear Diary 3
Since we lost the van I'm forced to tell anybody who asks that "it's in repairs", or some other lie and I absolutely loath it. My boyfriend Sean came over to my house to pick me up for our date, and I wanted to cry right there when he asked me where the van was. I wanted to break down right there and tell him everything that was going on, that my father is to proud to ask for help in our time of need, where we have to decide what bills have to wait to be paid, or what food we can get for less at different store. How my mother is feeling so depressed and upset at my father for not mentioning to her earlier that s
by ~blugirlnomore
Falling downI'm falling down,Falling down
Oh I'm falling down, Please pick me up, Please pick me up, I'm so lost, Lost without you.
Life use to be oh so great, Long time ago when things were great, But now, I'm falling down.
I'm falling down, Oh I'm falling down, Please pick me up, Oh please pick me up, I'm so lost, So lost without.
Everything use to be so perfect, When you were with me, Now everything, everything seems to be, Fading away, And now I'm falling down.
I'm falling down, Oh I'm falling down, Plea
by ~blugirlnomore
Dear Diary entry 2Dear Diary,Dear Diary entry 2
It's Jayleen here again, and I've just found out that we may actually loose are van after all. We got that van for my mother after my parent's fortieth anniversary. I've never seen my mom cry so much in one time, she usually has a smile on her face that reaches to her brown eyes that usually have a beautiful shine. I don't think I've ever seen my father look so depressed before either. Diary it feels like my whole world is crashing down, my life as I know it seems to be changing so fast that I've become blind. My life seems to have taken a wrong turn some where, all I want to do now is die. Some days I wish I co
by ~blugirlnomore
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